HELLO 2017 & SAYONARA 2016

It's not the 1st day of 2017 but I would like to say a few words in here that I couldn't expressed or speak of it to other people. A lot of experienced, lessons and that must be included with little bit of bitterness, hatred. But I didn't say its all about that, because the sweet things always comes before the bitter ended everything. Do you guys agree?

So..lets begin what I like to mention about 5 things during 2016.

And how I get rid of those negative vibes. I am pretty sure you must be felt before that you're always not good enough? smart enough?

1: always have faith in yourself. You're not stupid if u didn't get the result like u expect them to be or not able to get the same level as ur other friends. But you need to understand ur weakness first.

2: Make ur own quotes that suit to you to boost ur confident. Mine will be " If others can, I could do better" or " I won't give up until i'm proud"

3: Do not compare yourself w others. Their weakness is not your strengtheners and vice versa.

4: Remember this! its ok if the reactions is slow, what matters is the results that u might gain.

5: Not to forget, Always believe that He has a better plan for you, and keep praying.

I hate those people who think they're better than anyone else just because how they represent themselves in public. I had this one friend who humiliated me to the entire of the class because my appearance wasn't good enough like others. This is what happened when you're too judgmental and showing to people how innocent u are just to cover up ur damn flaws. End up, you guys are worst than I ever thought of. If u ever did something WRONG behind ur family, friends. Then just act normal and not being too religious. Because why? People might laughing at you when they know the truth.

I was once care so much who would be there for me when I was going roughest time. Maybe its one of the things that we should be noticed at but never take it so deeply because people are not consistent, they changed. I have an issue where there are certain people that always wasn't good enough in everything they do until the day they said something that I think "I might be better off without you". Actually, i had to be more grateful to those who never stop showing their love to me rather than keep on thinking a person that played with our feelings. Isn't it?